2010

hahahahaha, happy new year yawwwwww. kah kah kah :D tade azam lah ceyt, and i will start writing about my life. wakakaka.

hm shit !

i dont love you anymore, go away bastard!

babi kau jantannnnnn!!!

sial puki lancau kau! pantat, sebb kau nama aku busuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! babi, kau tuka pss aku punya mys!!!!!!



SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!

im so sorry

i dont heart you anymore, i dont know why,
i want to stand for my own way.
please, please. go away...
i dont need you :(

good bye shakkeel

you hurt me badly, damn. i hate you sooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


kau pegi lah kat popmpuan tu!

jangan semak kat aku, siot. ayat kau manis dgn aku, macam puki lanjio. kau marah aku kata macam ni? wtv. aku tak kesahh. blah lah kau! chow

MAMA

ive often wondered if theres are been a perfect family, ive always longed for undividedness and sought stability.a flower that mama gave ime, i still kept it nicely. a flower taught me how to pray.but as i grew, that flower changed,she start failing in the wind.yeah mybe like golden petals scattering. and i miss you rose!!! and even love you and i wish there was a way for me to trust you. but its hurt me sometimes to touch you, i gravitade a patriach so young predictably. my lord, iwas resigned to spend my life with a MAZE OF MISERY. a boy and girl befriended me , i stay so long but finally i fled to save my sanity.and I MISS YOU SISTER AND BROTHER and i hope you realize i always love you, and although youre struggling, hmmm you will recover. so many i consedered closest to me turned on a dime and sold me, out dutifully although a knife chipping away at  me ,
they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep, MAMA PAPA. I MISS  A LOT OF LIFE.but but ill recover.though i know mama , you really like to see me suffer but i still i wish you and i'd forgive each other,
cause i love YOU  and i loved you , i guess i loved you . mama i tried so hard but you drove me away to preserve my sanity and i found the strength to break away fly ..

GOD , HELP ME !

ouh damn, ever since you left me , ive been try to hide the pain ;( painting on a smile with lipstick. yeah. putting on a big charade.ouh man, so difficult to keep pretending. its getting harder evryday.its plane to see im cold and heartsick since you turned and walk away.i just keep going round and round and around and around in circles keep on tumbling down. damn, its very hard to me.oh boyy ! my world has changed and i dont think i make it without you, nothings the same, you got me running around in circles over you. 19/11/2009 i saw you holding hands with someone new. somehow i kept my composure, yeahh just like evrything was cool .but inside i kept repeating.
'dont you let them see you cry'. so i casually turned my head,as the tears rolled down my eyes. Everythings is you, how can i pull through, my heart is consumed, im so confused still caught up in you even now shakkeel are beside you, why you still remember him? haiyoh, sometime love can be cruel. baby,i dont know how to turn you loose.

now, im try to love you shakkeel, but just give me some time. and evrything gonna be okay, and we can act like others couple. having fun, share our moment togther.


haha. bye ;(