MAMA

ive often wondered if theres are been a perfect family, ive always longed for undividedness and sought stability.a flower that mama gave ime, i still kept it nicely. a flower taught me how to pray.but as i grew, that flower changed,she start failing in the wind.yeah mybe like golden petals scattering. and i miss you rose!!! and even love you and i wish there was a way for me to trust you. but its hurt me sometimes to touch you, i gravitade a patriach so young predictably. my lord, iwas resigned to spend my life with a MAZE OF MISERY. a boy and girl befriended me , i stay so long but finally i fled to save my sanity.and I MISS YOU SISTER AND BROTHER and i hope you realize i always love you, and although youre struggling, hmmm you will recover. so many i consedered closest to me turned on a dime and sold me, out dutifully although a knife chipping away at  me ,
they turned their eyes away and went home to sleep, MAMA PAPA. I MISS  A LOT OF LIFE.but but ill recover.though i know mama , you really like to see me suffer but i still i wish you and i'd forgive each other,
cause i love YOU  and i loved you , i guess i loved you . mama i tried so hard but you drove me away to preserve my sanity and i found the strength to break away fly ..